Hello, you! Miss me? It’s been a long two months. The yarny world is still shaking a bit from the repercussions of Ravelry’s Trump ban
, and on a personal note there have been big ups (we’re buying a HOUSE!) and downs. The down part is mostly in my head, though. I have been struggling with all kinds of big questions since ending my last job in May – basically, given that I’m really not going to find the kind of job I want and feel comfortable in, I need to make some big changes, but I have no clue where to start. Which is triggering major introspection. I’m struggling with lack of motivation on all fronts (even knitting! even knitting!
) and, although the worst of my massive sulk seems to be behind me, there’s still, let’s say, a bit of an energy deficit. I choose to accept this, to trust that sooner or later I’ll find some direction, and in the meantime maybe it’s okay to just sit with the big questions. Maybe it’s okay to just sit.