Why do we care so much about what people think about us?
It’s something I’ve been struggling with ever since I was a kid. I never felt like I fit in even when I had friends all around me.
And what’s worse is I would try and act different, at times, just so I would be accepted.
For the past year, I’ve tried to be mindful and learn to let things go; speak my mind and be myself, no matter what.
But sometimes, I still feel afraid because I’ve been conditioned to do so.
I need to remind myself to say “fuck it” and go with my gut.
If it doesn’t work out, then it doesn’t work out.
Move on to the next thing.
Let’s see how that goes.