November has been way more rough than I thought. In a good way, though - just more intense than what I had in mind.
Having people staying over for a couple of weeks mean disrupting my routine, which I now realize is taking a toll on me.
I’ve struggled to work in a deep, focused manner while I also struggled to relax and rest.
December is also going to be mostly comprised of a lot of social interactions, which are definitely more taxing for me, especially after getting used to lockdowns and very limited physical social events.
So I’m trying my best to remain compassionate to myself, to let go of any unnecessary stress, and to let go of perfection or trying to achieve it.
Even though I haven’t been able to properly follow it, Khe Hy’s course “Supercharge your productivity” has helped me question life, as well as some other interactions I’ve had recently. Once I finish all the material, I’ll write more about SYP - the snippets I got so far were all very impactful & insightful.