There’s one question that is boggling my mind, and to be honest it has boggled me ever since I became truly conscious about my life.
How should I live? What rules should I adopt? Which philosophy?
I need rules. I need something to fall back on when my common sense fails. It will fail, because that’s how humans work. We cannot be 100% conscious and mindful in every single moment.
At this very moment, I know one thing: I need to find, embrace & learn The Balance. I can distinguish the good from the bad, I know which values I care about, and what do I want to seek in life.
There are many things I have to do, and many more that I want to do. I need to master the art of juggling, of focusing on one thing at a time, but not stopping.
Maybe what I’m seeking here is impossible to find. Maybe it’s reserved for people far smarter & “whole-ier” than me. Or maybe it’s right in front of me, but I just can’t see it yet.