OneSidedJustice "Strength At All Cost" - Issue #21

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Nicole Ivie
Nicole Ivie
“Help me to move, Help me to see, Help me to do whatever you would ask of me. Help me to go or God help me stay. God Help Me.” ~Plumb

October 19, 2022
Hi Babe. I did it to you again! I think it has been about a week since I sent you a letter. I know you understand that it is end of Q3 and the month end and quarter end reporting has been taking about 12 hours each day. I am still not complaining about the distraction as I completely welcome it but I am hoping you know that I was still thinking about you all day long. I get so excited when I see the prison name show up on my caller ID!!! I will always stop everything I am doing and welcome every second of phone time I can get with you!
I have created an album where I am putting all of your drawings that you send. They are so incredible and I cannot wait to see how my portrait comes out…… hint…….hint 😊 I am still amazed at how talented you are. It amazes me that you have never done this before. We live to understand that within every single tragedy, every single heartbreak, every single troubled road can have a positive essence and knowing that you would never had taken the time to perfect this talent gives me some relief……SOME!
Here I go again with song lyrics. Hahaha. I am so grateful that our lives are encompassed by our deep understanding of God and his ever-strange ways. Honestly, I think this has been the only thing that has allowed me to stay sane. The song is by Plumb. I think you would enjoy her music if you had the opportunity to find a playlist or an album. 
GOD HELP ME (official lyric video) - PLUMB
I cannot begin to explain how excited I am to know that I will now be able to see you each and every week. These past few months have been literally heart stopping. You commented that you are so nervous about this coming Saturday. I do understand what you may be going through although my nervousness is based on my fear that when I finally get to wrap myself up in your arms, it will cause me to fall apart. I spend my days building my armor to be completely impenetrable. I know how important it is to never let my guard down for one single second. You have always been my safe place so what is my soul going to do once I am there? It is a subconscious reaction so I fear that I will not have any control once our energies merge. But….. I do know myself well enough to know that my other subconscious (THANK GOODNESS I HAVE MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES 😊) will take control and continue the persona of strength at all cost. 😊
Thank you Mark for always being who you are! Thank you for continuing to make me laugh through all of this. Thank you for always keeping a positive attitude and for reminding me to do the same! I love when I hear you talk about the next 3 years in such a calm way even though my brain refuses to be so content with this time frame. As I have promised you from the beginning, I will not stop making my voice heard regarding the unbelievable injustice that has taken place here. I will not stop screaming at the top of my lungs politically, socially and morally. I will find that one person who has the ability to move mountains and you are worth it!
Your integrity moves me to do things I never knew I was capable of. But, you have been doing this for me for over 12 years now. You have taught me so much about myself and of life. I get to live each and every day with two families who have learned from your teachings and they are incredible humans just like you! I know you get emotional when I tell you stories about how badly they miss you or how desperately they wish you could be there when your input is needed but I need to continue telling you these stories so you never forget who you are to this family, I can’t tell you how many times I hear, “This wouldn’t be happening if Dad were here!” and they are correct. This corrupt, manipulating system has taken away a patriarch in every sense of the word. Their insane version of justice where they believe “their” society is safer for putting such an incredible man behind bars while preventing him from continuing his positive influence within his family, within his workplace, within his society as they simultaneously allow 6 individuals who have a proven track record of terror, intimidation, drug use, violence, and negativity to continue their criminal behavior with absolutely no consequence is something I cannot accept. I will not accept it and I will not stop until this has been corrected. I can only hope that I can get someone to listen before they are caught terrorizing another family or community. But, you better believe that I will be there to make sure their new victims have me on their side!
It has been such a blessing to have M here this week! The entire family is so excited to spend time with her. She is so excited to get to video call with you on Thursday. We have a video visit with JR tonight and it will have been over 3 years since she has seen him in person. I can’t wait to see her reaction. I guarantee she will be expecting to see the cute little 12 year old she has embedded in her mind.
I love you Mark! I love everything about you! I will be forever by your side and I thank God every day that you are forever by my side. I have included a portrait of me as you have asked, and I am now going to be so excited to see your artwork as you draw it. So don’t not draw it! ❤ I can’t wait to see how you see me. “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” How well do I know you…… your first thought as you read that was to think of how you could prank me by adding a few special touches to your work just to make me laugh. Go ahead but then you better send the real deal too. Giving me the look of a 90 year old will only be funny for a moment. 😆😅
Please read my words and imagine me whispering them into your ear as I wrap my arms around you. Imagine me right there with you because in reality, this is where I have always been. My soul has been sitting right there with you through everything and there is no place I would rather be. I pray that you feel my gentle kiss. I love you!!!
Your devoted wife,
~Nicole
3 1/2 - 7 Years in Prison for Protecting His Family !
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Personal Letters mailed to Mark Ivie - Inmate #QPxxxx

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