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"I Just Miss Everything About You" - Issue #9

Nicole Ivie
Nicole Ivie
August 17, 2022
Hi Babe,
What a beautiful day!!! Your granddaughter came to the world at 12:10 yesterday morning and I was missing you more that I can ever explain as I made my visit to the hospital to hold her for the first time. I was sitting there just staring at her trying to figure out who she looked like. She is so tiny at only 6 lbs 12.8 oz and 19” long. I might be corrected later, but I think she is the tiniest grandbaby yet. Her lips are so petite and I think she has a 50/50 mixture of mommy and daddy’s nose. I couldn’t help but feel a little emotional that you had been robbed of such an amazing experience by a corrupt judicial system. I find myself so angry at them but I’ll have to admit, with this little face below me, the anger was fleeting!
I was laughing to myself the whole time I was holding her as she laid there so completely still and sound asleep, especially when I wanted to see her little toes and found that she was coddled so tightly and I chose not to interrupt her slumber knowing that if you were there, it would have been the first thing you would have done. You also probably would have made sure to wake her up so you could see her beautiful eyes for the first time. I know you well enough to bet on it. I told N that they were lucky you weren’t there because you wouldn’t have the sleeping. He laughed and said, “I know!”
B did very well. She was still exhausted when I got there so I know she hasn’t slept much. When I left to go to work this morning, both of their vehicles were home so they obviously got discharged in the middle of the night. Neither one of them wanted to stay there so I am not surprised. I am so excited that baby Stella will be there for our video visit tonight. I can’t wait for you to see her.
You would be proud of N. He is going to be such a wonderful little Daddy. He and I went out and talked for a bit at the hospital and I was so proud of him as he told me, “Mom, it’s weird. So many things that were so important to me yesterday are just gone from my mind. They don’t seem to exist anymore.” I smiled and hugged him and told him, “Welcome to parenthood sweetheart. Your life and thoughts are no longer your own! Not one more second will be spent thinking about yourself without including this little princess in every single decision.” 
I’ve been busy this week re-writing so many letters and mailing them off. I wrote a line in the letter to the Governor that although I appreciated their automatic response letters that they mail back that I was hoping they could save some paper because I now have at least 7 identical responses saved in my files. I started numbering the letters that I write to the Supreme courts in bold at the top of the page. We’re at #15! 😊
I also received a few more messages from strangers with a few more leads so I am going to try these avenues and I’ll let you know how they work out. I sincerely hope you know how many thousands of supporters you have. They just keep growing too! I won’t stop until this is fixed and I want you to be confident in that thought!
I sincerely miss you. I miss meeting you at the door on the days I got home first. I miss the way your face would light up as you looked at the front door and saw me standing there. I miss our nightly couch cuddles as we watched our shows. I miss our Saturday journeys. I miss your phone call every day as you called to tell me you were on your way home from work. I just miss everything about you. My nights are getting a little better. I am at least able to fall asleep at a decent hour. If it weren’t for your damn dogs, I’d probably sleep through the night. Yes, they are only my dogs when they are little angels. Your dogs are little hethans!!!!! LOL.
Here is a surprising thought….. it brought the strangest calm to my heart hearing that you and your cell mate get along. I am not sure what I must have been anticipating but it must not have been good given the distinct change I felt. It also didn’t surprise me that this individual was in need of “your kind of support”. I know you never liked to hear it, but knowing that God would be putting you in the paths of those who needed you most would be the only reason I could accept any of this. That young man has no idea how lucky he is but there is no doubt in my mind that he WILL!
“In the eye of the storm - You remain in control - And in the middle of the war - You guard my soul - You alone are the anchor - When my sails are torn - Your love surrounds me - In the eye of the storm”
I love you so much and I will never stop loving you! I will never stop fighting for you! I will never stop cheering you on because you should be cheered! I am so proud of how well you are doing! You inspire me and I need you to know that I am doing just as well out here! Still haven’t made good on my promise to start my lap swimming yet but it is still on the agenda. 😊
Thank you for everything you have done for this family to prepare us for this difficult journey!
~Your Eternal Wife, Nicole
One Sided Justice
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