One of the biggest takeaways I got from this process was that I don’t know how to accept what I don’t know. A lot of times as we navigate difficult topics (and life) there’s a lot of ambiguity where there are no answers to the questions that we have. No matter how much we know and how much we learn in a certain area, there is always this deep chasm between what we know and what we don’t know.
And that’s normal. It’s just that this ambiguity stresses me out, whether it’s my own life (at times) or my knowledge on a topic that deeply interests me. Now that I’m aware of it, I’m working on learning what the root cause is and how I can start accepting it.